- Location:grandma's house
- Mood:
content - Music:Man in the Mirror- Michael Jackson
My family thinks that I'm trying to break away from them and maybe that's true. You just get to a point in your life where you feel like you don't need to listen to anyone but yourself. That may be a horrible thing to think and it may bite me in the ass, but I don't really care about the consequences.
Shit, I want to be free of everything. No, I'm not going to kill myself, I'm long passed that dramatic stage in my life. I'm sooo not going back, because it'll just make things even more worse and complicated. I don't know what to do with myself right now, all I know is that I can't be in Maryland anymore.
When, I was younger, I was like "I never want to leave Maryland! I feel so comfortable here." Now that's not the case. It's really awkward and aggravating to be in a place that seems to be holding you back. I don't know if going to Pennsylvania for college will help me "spread my wings" but I'm more that willing to find out.
I am moving 2 hours away from my family. At this point, people would think that I'm getting nervous because I only have roughly 3 more months in the place where I've lived my 18 years of life, but...I'm not. Is that sad? Is that wrong? Am I just being a bitch?
Hell if I know.
Lord, what is wrong with me? Maybe I'm just reacting to all of the shit that has been going down these last few months (constant arguements w/ the moms and sister, just plain ol' stress etc.) and when I get to Albright in August, I'm going to miss the hell out of this place.
Or maybe what I'm feeling will still be the same in 3 months? Who knows?
But, let sum up this whole thing bluntly for you:
I'm just ready to move the fuck on...
- Location:my basement
- Mood:
aggravated - Music:Leavin' - Jesse McCartney
So...Kris Allen won American Idol. That's ok, because Adam Lambert will do better because he didn't win. I think Adam will make a way better album than Kris. Plus it really didn't matter who won because they're both talented and I'm glad the glory wasn't stolen from Danny Gokey. Also, I'm more than convinced that Adam and Kris (Kradam) are together. Adam Lambert kissed Kriss Allen ladies and gentleman. I know it was a little peck on the head, but still. I'm a fan girl and that was more than enough for me. Also, did you see Kris give Adam a hug attack from behind. It was so cute. Adam was talking about Kris to a reporter (all nice things of course) and Kris comes out of nowhere and hugs Adam fiercely from behind. EEEK! I so love them.
DUMP THE WIFE KRIS AND GO TO ADAM!!!! ha
Is it me, or is RP fanfiction better than regular fanfiction?
- Location:My basesment
- Mood:
optimistic - Music:Rock You Senseless- Jadyn Maria
I'm so exctied! I hope Adam wins next week.
- Location:Good Morning Baltimore, MD
- Mood:awake
- Music:Flying Without Wings- Westlife
I'm going to miss high school. I'm going to miss the wonderful people that I've grown to love for the past 4 years or more. We're all going in our separate directions. My best friend is staying in Maryland, while I'm going to Pennsylvania. Some people are going down south, while others are staying in the crappy town that we live in. I knew that the time would come for us to move on, but when you're 15, it seems so far away. But time really does fly.
On August 27th, I'll be packing up my mom's car and my grandma's truck and heading up north to PA. It's going to be exciting, but I'll probably cry once we pull out of my driveway.
So, here is a toast to the people who knew me all too well. A toast to those who were there for me and accepted me for who I am/was. A toast to those who I'll never forget even though I'll probably never see them again.
Cheers.
- Location:Good Morning Baltimore, MD
- Mood:
nostalgic - Music:Graduation (Friends Forever)- Vitamin C
The mom from "The Parent Trap." She was so sweet and caring!
Rachel Green from "Friends." She was clueless but caring all the same.
- Music:Figure It Out- Maroon 5
At my school people call me "Disney Channel." But I do hate some things on the network.
- Mood:
satisfied - Music:I Wanna Know You- David Archuleta and Hannah Montana
What's up livejournal! In just a month I will be walking across a stage and receiving my high school diploma. I'm so excited! It's been a long journey and I'm glad that it's ending because I get to start the next part of my life: College!
I got accepted to the only school I applied for; Albright College in Reading, PA. As soon as I walked on the campus I knew that was the only school that would make me happy. The people are amazing and the environment is very friendly and safe.
The school has given me $82,000 in scholarships and after I got my financial aid back, I found out that I'd only be paying $5,000 a year out of pocket. That's not bad.
The scholarships I got were based on merit and talent. Here's a little breakdown:
Provost Scholarship (merit): $50,000
Coleman Award: $16,000
Theater Award (I auditioned for this on a whim! I didn't have a monologue to do, so I wrote one on the spot!): $8,000
Music Award (singing): $8,000
So I'm set!
Oh! At graduation, I will be singing "The Climb" by Miley Cyrus. I know not a lot of people like her, but the song is so meaningful for a time like this. I hope my fellow graduates can see past the singer and listen to the meaning.
- Location:my basement
- Mood: content
- Music:Feeling Good- Adam Lambert
- Music:He Loves U Not- Dream
It's weird to think that Pluto is no longer one of the nine planets. Growing up (I'm almost 18) I learned about the 9 planets and the sun. They even had a fun a little acronym to remember them.
My Very Eduacated Mother Just Showed Us Nine Planets
or
My Very Excellent Mother Just Sent Us Nine Pizzas
or however you learned it.
I hope schools aren't using old science books. They'll be teaching wrong info. pssh! But hey, that doesn't stop history teachers.
If you had to immigrate from your current home, where in the world would you choose to go? Submitted By |
"Whatever it takes, I know I can make it through!" :)
- Location:grandma's house
- Music:radio
If you could be God for a day, what three things would be at the top of your to-do list? Submitted By |
1) Provide quality universal health care
2) Save the environment
3) Cure AIDS
I know that those are obvious things that a person would choose, but it what I really want to happen. And if I was God, I'd make it happen in an instant.
No one really introduced me to LiveJournal. While I was on fanfiction.net, I noticed that most people would say that a certain chapter could be found on the site (livejournal) and I just wandered over here. I lurked for a long time, browsing communities and reading numerous fanfictions from my favorite fandoms and then one day I decided to stop being lazy and make an account. I love blogging, so that's a huge plus!
April
- Location:Good Morning Baltimore, MD
- Music:In The Heights- In The Heights OBCR
Disney already has junior novels, clothing, accessories etc. out on the market (Wal-Mart, Limited Too and Claires) and the movie hasn't even come on yet. I have a feeling that Disney is going to milk the hell out this just like they're doing the High School Musical, Hannah Montana and Cheetah Girls franchise. It's just their nature.
Demi Lovato is certain to be the next Disney Princess and is going to knock Miley Cyrus out of the spotlight for a while.
I only like 2 songs so far and that's "This Is Me" sung by Demi Lovato and Joe Jonas and "We Rock" sung by the Camp Rock cast. That's kind of bad in my book. When I heard the HSM 2 soundtrack a few weeks before it came on I loved just about every track. Maybe it's because I don't like the Jonas Brothers so much.
Well, we'll see how this goes. It'll most likely be popular as hell. Next for this made-for-tv-not-so-much-a-musical-movie:
April
- Location:Good Morning Baltimore, MD
- Mood:
exhausted - Music:2AM- Alexz Johnson
Hey guys! Hope all is well. My musical and CSI obsession going strong. My new favorite musical is "In The Heights" The music kicks ass! :)
April
- Mood:
blank - Music:9600-In The Heights OBCR
CSI has to be the best show on right now. I'm so sad to see Jorja Fox/Sara Sidle leave the show. It won't be the same without her. They should have just killed her off in the season premier if she was planning on leaving.
Check out CSI folks! Thursdays at 9pm on CBS. And on Spike Monday-Friday at 6pm and Sundays on Spike at 5pm.
- Location:Good Morning Baltimore, MD
- Mood: cheerful
- Music:Never Far Behind- Aly and AJ
I've totally neglected my journal. Gosh, I've just been busy. My great-grandma died about a month ago. She had been in the hospital since the day school let out (June 19th) and died July 10th. I was devastated. I haven't even started my summer assignments. I've just been in a slump. But I believe that everything that has happened has changed me a bit. I'm no longer the same April, that I was a few months ago. I've grown up and matured a lot.
I try to keep everything leveled...by writing of course. I haven't written much this summer...but what I have written has really shown my true talents. :)
Ok...High School Musical 2 premiers Aug. 17th...that's next Friday and I'm beyond excited! I can't wait for it. I've listened to all of the new songs and they are great. I'm sure that I will post a full analysis of the movie the day after it premiers.
Oh, I saw Hairspray and I loved every second of it. I believe that it did justice to the Broadway show. Zac Efron surprised me and he was a hottie in the film. Nikki Blonsky was adorable in the film and was a the perfect fit for Tracy Turnblad. The cast was wonderful! I walked out the of theater saying this "This was SO much better than the disaster that was RENT!"
Some lady looked at me like I was weird. lol!
So that's all for now.
April
- Location:Good Morning Baltimore, MD
- Mood:
tired - Music:Soap Disco- Kara's Flowers (Maroon 5)
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